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It's killing you slowly
It's pulling you down
It's making you anxious
It's making you frown
The guilt is consuming
You know it's not right
But it's too addictive
You'll lose this fight
You sit in your room
With the music up loud
To drown out the sorrow
The angry black cloud
You try to ignore it
But know it's still there
That thing in your drawer
It kills the despair
Whole body shaking
But head is held high
You will not succumb
Won't break down and cry
'Stuff it' you think
You pull out the knife
Already addicted
'It won't wreck my life'
Without hesitation
You plunge it in deep
You drag it across
And the blood starts to seep
Tears threaten to fall
You look at your wrist
Think of your parents
Wonder if you'll be missed
Your head starts to spin
You fall to the floor
Inevitably
Comes the knock at the door
You glance down in panic
Knife still in your grasp
Too late, the door opens
Mum lets out a gasp
That look on her face
Of shock and despair
It says that things seem
Way beyond repair
But then she surprises you
Runs to your side
Holds you so close
That you don't want to hide
Cheek against cheek
Your tears mingling
Hug her back tightly
Arms tingling
And all of a sudden
It's finally clear
Sadness fades
Love starts to appear
Although at the moment
Things seem worse than bad
And this is the worst time
You've ever had
Things will get better
They always do
You can get through this
Your family and you
Keep all your friends close
Enemies far away
Don't listen to what
Negative people say
It may take time
As most things do
But the pain will fade
And we're all here for you
It's pulling you down
It's making you anxious
It's making you frown
The guilt is consuming
You know it's not right
But it's too addictive
You'll lose this fight
You sit in your room
With the music up loud
To drown out the sorrow
The angry black cloud
You try to ignore it
But know it's still there
That thing in your drawer
It kills the despair
Whole body shaking
But head is held high
You will not succumb
Won't break down and cry
'Stuff it' you think
You pull out the knife
Already addicted
'It won't wreck my life'
Without hesitation
You plunge it in deep
You drag it across
And the blood starts to seep
Tears threaten to fall
You look at your wrist
Think of your parents
Wonder if you'll be missed
Your head starts to spin
You fall to the floor
Inevitably
Comes the knock at the door
You glance down in panic
Knife still in your grasp
Too late, the door opens
Mum lets out a gasp
That look on her face
Of shock and despair
It says that things seem
Way beyond repair
But then she surprises you
Runs to your side
Holds you so close
That you don't want to hide
Cheek against cheek
Your tears mingling
Hug her back tightly
Arms tingling
And all of a sudden
It's finally clear
Sadness fades
Love starts to appear
Although at the moment
Things seem worse than bad
And this is the worst time
You've ever had
Things will get better
They always do
You can get through this
Your family and you
Keep all your friends close
Enemies far away
Don't listen to what
Negative people say
It may take time
As most things do
But the pain will fade
And we're all here for you
Literature
Lie to Me
You could have walked away,
and just let me go.
So many things inside
that you need to know.
You told me every day
That you loved me so
I never asked for you to
lie to me, I feel so low.
I wish you had the heart to
tell me that you sold your soul.
Then maybe I wouldn't have
fallen down this empty hole.
Now I'm broken and without,
waiting for you to come around.
But it's just another night alone.
I'm sitting here and feeling down.
All I ever wanted
was for you to love me.
But now I think that you
are sharing it with somebody.
Why I'm not enough
for you I just don't know.
How could you stand to
let me love you so?
Wh
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Save me
Save me from these padded white walls
Save me from this from covered in blood of my friends and family
Save me from this broken heart whose pieces i don't even bother to pick up anymore
Save me from the monster inside me
Save me from these vines that threaten to pierce my heart
save me from death on skeleton wings spread high
Save me from the razor that bites deep into my skin
Bleed damn it
I want it to bleed
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Gone Again
Looking at old pictures
still hung up on my wall
all I can do is crawl.
I'm crying to myself.
No one to let in.
This is how I've been,
since you've been gone.
Bruises on my skin.
Cuts way deep in.
You've left again.
I cry myself to sleep,
begging just to rest in peace.
Since you've been gone.
You do it all the time.
I bet you'll be back
and we will do it all,
again.
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I wrote this for one of my friends who is going through a hard time at the moment, hope everything's better for her soon
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Ahh yeah i totally get that!! Even when I'm trying my absolute best sometimes it feels like it isn't enough. And you don't need to apologise!